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"Those we have held in our arms for a little while, we hold in our hearts forever."


This memorial website was created to remember our dearest son Charles Ian Gray who was born in Guam in December 1990 and went to heaven in September 2006 at the tender age of 15 and our dearest friend (who is very much a son too) Dozer who was born in December 2004 and joined Charles in May 2007.  They will live forever in our memories and hearts.  May they rest in heavenly peace.

 

Please help us put a cap on Freon by signing our petition.

 

 

   

 

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
David M. Romano - 1993

 

 

 

If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see,

if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today,

while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. 

I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,

and each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too. 

But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,

that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand. 

She said my place was ready, in heaven far above,

and that I’d have to leave behind all of those I dearly love. 

But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,

for all my life, I’d always thought, I didn’t want to die. 

I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do,

it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. 

I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad;

I thought of all that we have shared, and all the fun we’ve had. 

If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile,

I’d say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile. 

Then I walked through Heaven’s Gates, and I felt so much at home,

as God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne,

He said, “This is eternity, and all I’ve promised you.” 

Today your life on earth is past, but here life starts anew. 

But you have been forgiven, and now at least you’re free. 

So won’t you come and take my hand, and share my life with me? 

So when tomorrow starts without me, don’t think we’re far apart,

for everytime you think of me, I’m right there in your heart. 

 

 

 

 

Rest in Peace

Dozer

December 2004 - May 2007

We love and miss you!

 

The one absolutely unselfish friend that
a man can have in this selfish world,
the one that never deserts him,
the one that never proves ungrateful
or treacherous, is his dog.

A man's dog stands by him in prosperity
and in poverty,
in health and in sickness.
He will sleep on the cold ground where
the wintery winds blow,
and the snow drives fiercely,
if only he may be near his master's
side. He will kiss the hand that has no
food to offer, he will lick the sores
and wounds that come in encounter with
the roughness of the world. He guards
the sleep of his Pauper master as if he
were a prince.

When all other friends desert,
he remains.
When riches take wings and reputation
falls to pieces, he is as constant in
his love as the sun in it's journey
through the heavens.
If misfortune drives the master forth
an outcast in the world, friendless
and homeless, the faithful dog asks
no higher privilege than that of
accompanying him to guard against
danger, to fight against his enemies.

And when the last scene of all comes,
and death takes the master in it's
embrace, and his body is laid away in
the cold ground, no matter if all other
friends pursue their way, there by the
graveside will the noble dog be found,
his head between his paws, his eyes sad,
but open in alert watchfulness,
faithful and true, even in death.

 

 

A prayer for Charles

 

 

Lord, you said, "Let the little children come to me." To you I entrust Charles who has left us.  He was but a child and so precious in your sight.  You, Lord Jesus, became a little child for our sake.  You welcomed children and promised that the kingdom would be theirs.  Take Charles into your arms and lead him into heaven where there will be no more tears, no more suffering, no more pain.  Grant him the fullness of joy and eternal peace.  You know the burden of our grief over the death of Charles.  One day unite us again.  Amen

 

 

 

 

                    

Pathways to Peace              Interview with God

 

Charles, Is That You?

 

Is that you dancing on a cloud?

I thought I saw you there.

The glimmer of your angel wings,

Floating in the air.

Is that your sweet voice on the breeze

Singing just for me?

It fills my heart with joy and hope,

And I listen gratefully.

Is that your spirit I feel

Brushing against my skin?

How you used to love and tickle me,

Sneaking up with that sly grin.

Are those your kisses that I taste?

Still so soft and sweet.

I remember kissing every toe,

Upon your tiny feet.

Is that your scent that fills the air?

It jogs my memory.

Even though we're apart,

I feel you're with me.

I know you're now an Angel,

And though you're far from home,

You still delight my senses,

And make your presence known.

Death cannot divide us,

Even though we're not together,

Your memory lives on in my heart,

From now until forever.

All my love, Mum

 

 

 To Charles with Love

 

 

I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and your beautiful pictures in frames. Your memory is my keepsake, with which I'll never part. God has you in His keeping, I have you in my heart.  I love and miss you very much!  All my love, Mum

 

 

The sun shined yesterday
And the birds came out to say hello
The world seemed like such a different place
And as the sun glistened off his face,
I could barely recognize him
I almost forgot what beauty lies within his eyes
In his deep brown eyes
Like a brown ocean waiting and longing to devour me
And the way he calls for me
Holding his arms open to greet me
How could I forget that
How could I ever forget what beauty lies in him
What innocence he beholds
And the beauty that sticks in my mind
And his laughter that stays in my heart
He came from me, but I did not create him
He loves me as if it were he that belongs to me...
When in reality, it is I that is fortunate enough to belong to him

 

 

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Anonymous
 
You were the first boy I ever had a crush on. You're smile was beautiful and you were so full of fun, and laughter. Thank you for making an impression on me the short while you were in my life.
Kristin
 
I think about you everyday, EVERY EVERY EVERY DAY
I miss you lots and I love you
jerry brown
 
i remeber we were in detion and spitballing the teacher and and made up fake names to get outta detention and we were making fun of emily in lunchroom and got in trouble we laughed the whole way to the office and got more detention lol miss you xox
lawrence whalen
 
do u remember the time we first meet it was in mr wingroves class 7th grade u were the first peson to talk to me in there and my first friend and the thing i remember the most is u introducing me to every one its was kinda like u made it your personal mission to make me meet everyone in school ill never forget that day and u will always be missed love u man rip
Mom
 
I miss all the pranks you use to pull on me, like the time you froze my water bra and all the times you hid things from me like all the pots and pans, my keys, toilet tissue, etc...  You loved watching me go crazy looking for things.  I swear you took all the fun with you when you left.  Life is so boring without you.  You always reminded me to slow down, laugh a little, smell the roses.  I miss you so much.  
Latest Condolences
Isabella </3 January 21, 2011
 
theres never a time , your not on my mind . i cant seem to forget your smile , your scent , your laugh , your love . you were so much more than just a brother . you were a hero , one that everyone could count on . you gave a helping hand , to those who couldnt get back up . you touched so many peoples lives in so many different ways . too see someone now with so much fire & so much joy in everything & anything they do , is a phenomenon . but with you its just any ole day . you always did put a smile on my face , you never let me down . out of the God knows how many people in the world , he put me with you . no , not as punishment , lol . but as a wake up call , you are truely a blessing .& no matter how hard i try i just cant stop missing you . i love you Charles , more than anything ♥ - Bella .
mom 2 Waylon Kitchens thinkin of you July 9, 2009
 
Prayer
Linda Jensen so sorry May 22, 2008
 
I looked at all the pictures and read all the stories of such a handsome and wonderful young man.  I just cried and cried.  I also lost a child.  My daughter was seven when she passed away, so I really can feel for your loss.  I am sorry.  from amothers veiwpoint I really feel your heartache. 
Larry&Yolanda Perez our condolances July 18, 2007
 
We would to say god bless you and your family for your loss, It is very hard when you lose someone that is so young! But it is even harder when someone tells you they know how you feel when they have not been through what we have expeienced! I just want to thank you from our hearts because not to maney people can take the time and sit and really think what we are going thru,Some say shut up and quite your crying but it is not that easy.My brother was murdered aug 21 05 and his b-day is aug 22 68, so it very hard as he was my only brother. I'm sorry i just wanted to give you and your family a heartfelt thank-you and our condolance for your loss,BUT THEY ARE IN A BETTER PLACE!!! GOD BLESS YOU AND UNTIL YOU MEET AGAIN.               ALWAY's  THE  PEREZ'S
lindsey charles. June 7, 2007
 

to the family of charles,

I am so sorry anyone has to feel this way. i miss him so much. i think about him everyday, and that's how it's always gonna be. i will never forget him and i will never, ever let him be forgotten. you are always in my thoughts, prayers, and heart. and dont ever be afraid to ask for anything. even if you just need to talk.

love always and forever,

lindsey.

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Christmas time. We will never forget you! Everybody loves Dozer. I love you Dozer. With Uncle Matty. We love you with all our hearts! We will never forget you! New Years 2007 Beware the vampire. In Santa Cruz, Ca. Joshi and Doder. Always having fun. In School With Uncle Matty again. It's me Doddie.