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"Those we have held in our arms for a little while, we hold in our hearts forever."


This memorial website was created to remember our dearest son Charles Ian Gray who was born in Guam in December 1990 and went to heaven in September 2006 at the tender age of 15 and our dearest friend (who is very much a son too) Dozer who was born in December 2004 and joined Charles in May 2007.  They will live forever in our memories and hearts.  May they rest in heavenly peace.

 

Please help us put a cap on Freon by signing our petition.

 

 

   

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
David M. Romano - 1993

 

 


If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see,

if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today,

while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. 

I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,

and each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too. 

But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,

that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand. 

She said my place was ready, in heaven far above,

and that I’d have to leave behind all of those I dearly love. 

But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,

for all my life, I’d always thought, I didn’t want to die. 

I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do,

it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. 

I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad;

I thought of all that we have shared, and all the fun we’ve had. 

If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile,

I’d say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile. 

Then I walked through Heaven’s Gates, and I felt so much at home,

as God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne,

He said, “This is eternity, and all I’ve promised you.” 

Today your life on earth is past, but here life starts anew. 

But you have been forgiven, and now at least you’re free. 

So won’t you come and take my hand, and share my life with me? 

So when tomorrow starts without me, don’t think we’re far apart,

for everytime you think of me, I’m right there in your heart. 

 

 

 

Rest in Peace

Dozer

December 2004 - May 2007

We love and miss you!

 

The one absolutely unselfish friend that
a man can have in this selfish world,
the one that never deserts him,
the one that never proves ungrateful
or treacherous, is his dog.

A man's dog stands by him in prosperity
and in poverty,
in health and in sickness.
He will sleep on the cold ground where
the wintery winds blow,
and the snow drives fiercely,
if only he may be near his master's
side. He will kiss the hand that has no
food to offer, he will lick the sores
and wounds that come in encounter with
the roughness of the world. He guards
the sleep of his Pauper master as if he
were a prince.

When all other friends desert,
he remains.
When riches take wings and reputation
falls to pieces, he is as constant in
his love as the sun in it's journey
through the heavens.
If misfortune drives the master forth
an outcast in the world, friendless
and homeless, the faithful dog asks
no higher privilege than that of
accompanying him to guard against
danger, to fight against his enemies.

And when the last scene of all comes,
and death takes the master in it's
embrace, and his body is laid away in
the cold ground, no matter if all other
friends pursue their way, there by the
graveside will the noble dog be found,
his head between his paws, his eyes sad,
but open in alert watchfulness,
faithful and true, even in death.

 


A prayer for Charles

Lord, you said, "Let the little children come to me." To you I entrust Charles who has left us.  He was but a child and so precious in your sight.  You, Lord Jesus, became a little child for our sake.  You welcomed children and promised that the kingdom would be theirs.  Take Charles into your arms and lead him into heaven where there will be no more tears, no more suffering, no more pain.  Grant him the fullness of joy and eternal peace.  You know the burden of our grief over the death of Charles.  One day unite us again.  Amen

 

                    

Pathways to Peace              Interview with God

 

Charles, Is That You?

 

Is that you dancing on a cloud?

I thought I saw you there.

The glimmer of your angel wings,

Floating in the air.

Is that your sweet voice on the breeze

Singing just for me?

It fills my heart with joy and hope,

And I listen gratefully.

Is that your spirit I feel

Brushing against my skin?

How you used to love and tickle me,

Sneaking up with that sly grin.

Are those your kisses that I taste?

Still so soft and sweet.

I remember kissing every toe,

Upon your tiny feet.

Is that your scent that fills the air?

It jogs my memory.

Even though we're apart,

I feel you're with me.

I know you're now an Angel,

And though you're far from home,

You still delight my senses,

And make your presence known.

Death cannot divide us,

Even though we're not together,

Your memory lives on in my heart,

From now until forever.

All my love, Mum

 

 To Charles with Love

I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and your beautiful pictures in frames. Your memory is my keepsake, with which I'll never part. God has you in His keeping, I have you in my heart.  I love and miss you very much!  All my love, Mum

 

 

The sun shined yesterday
And the birds came out to say hello
The world seemed like such a different place
And as the sun glistened off his face,
I could barely recognize him
I almost forgot what beauty lies within his eyes
In his deep brown eyes
Like a brown ocean waiting and longing to devour me
And the way he calls for me
Holding his arms open to greet me
How could I forget that
How could I ever forget what beauty lies in him
What innocence he beholds
And the beauty that sticks in my mind
And his laughter that stays in my heart
He came from me, but I did not create him
He loves me as if it were he that belongs to me...
When in reality, it is I that is fortunate enough to belong to him

 

 

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Latest Memories
lawrence whalen
 
do u remember the time we first meet it was in mr wingroves class 7th grade u were the first peson to talk to me in there and my first friend and the thing i remember the most is u introducing me to every one its was kinda like u made it your personal mission to make me meet everyone in school ill never forget that day and u will always be missed love u man rip
Mom
 
I miss all the pranks you use to pull on me, like the time you froze my water bra and all the times you hid things from me like all the pots and pans, my keys, toilet tissue, etc...  You loved watching me go crazy looking for things.  I swear you took all the fun with you when you left.  Life is so boring without you.  You always reminded me to slow down, laugh a little, smell the roses.  I miss you so much.  
Jade Anita Hays
 
I remeber you asked me out a couple hours before you left for Saipan! I also remember you couldnt always get on myspace while you were gone but when u did you always left a message saying you loved me and missed me. And when we broke up u understood and when u came back you came to my house for a second chance and i said no i remember everyday getting off the bus youd grab and hold my hand or grab me and kiss me  whiich always made me blush.... I remember nick bishop came to my house the night u got sick. We were trying to call u cause i wanted to ask you back out. We were going to just walk there but i was too lazy to walk. and everyday i think about that and think if only i would have walked there mayb you would still be here... i still have messages saved from you on my computer. i miss you and love you very much
Tanishia
 
I remember when you came to Saipan last summer we had so much fun together..i would never forget the fun times we spent together.it's jus so hard now dat you're not here with us....I miss you!!!
Mom
 

If I could only go back in time.

 

I was so busy through the day, I didn’t take the time to play.  When you brought your games to me, I told you “Not now,” and quietly, I cleaned the house, I’d iron and cook, but when you’d bring your story book, and ask me to sit and read to you, I’d say, “I have too much to do”.  I’d tuck you in your bed at night, you’d say your prayers, I’d dim the light.  Too quickly I’d pass through the door, I should have stayed a minute more.  Life’s much too short, each year flies past, my little boy grew up so fast.  No longer playing by my side, for me to nurture and to guide.  The books and toys are packed away, no longer are there games to play.  No precious bedtime prayers to hear, that all belongs to yester-year.  My days once busy now are calm, the hours empty and too long.  I wish I could go back and do all the things you asked me to. I love and miss you so very much my Chuckimandoo.

Latest Condolences
mom 2 Waylon Kitchens thinkin of you
 
Prayer
Linda Jensen so sorry
 
I looked at all the pictures and read all the stories of such a handsome and wonderful young man.  I just cried and cried.  I also lost a child.  My daughter was seven when she passed away, so I really can feel for your loss.  I am sorry.  from amothers veiwpoint I really feel your heartache. 
Larry&Yolanda Perez our condolances
 
We would to say god bless you and your family for your loss, It is very hard when you lose someone that is so young! But it is even harder when someone tells you they know how you feel when they have not been through what we have expeienced! I just want to thank you from our hearts because not to maney people can take the time and sit and really think what we are going thru,Some say shut up and quite your crying but it is not that easy.My brother was murdered aug 21 05 and his b-day is aug 22 68, so it very hard as he was my only brother. I'm sorry i just wanted to give you and your family a heartfelt thank-you and our condolance for your loss,BUT THEY ARE IN A BETTER PLACE!!! GOD BLESS YOU AND UNTIL YOU MEET AGAIN.               ALWAY's  THE  PEREZ'S
lindsey charles.
 

to the family of charles,

I am so sorry anyone has to feel this way. i miss him so much. i think about him everyday, and that's how it's always gonna be. i will never forget him and i will never, ever let him be forgotten. you are always in my thoughts, prayers, and heart. and dont ever be afraid to ask for anything. even if you just need to talk.

love always and forever,

lindsey.

joey a bailey dozer
 
i am sorry to hear about dozer but at least he is with Charles again, i know how much he loved dozer
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